Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Birthdays rock :)



Its today and its sad. I still have two more years to go for the first real breakdown, but today can qualify as a first time I actually feel older with all the negatives attached to it. But being older also means getting some really nice things like Tiffany's jewelry and an awesome huge bouquet of calla lilies. Definitely an upgrade :)



Its 17 plus outside (Celsius that is) and I will be roaming the streets, drinking Frappuccinos and reading my book in Central Park. I have a spring vacation and its nice out. Life is good :)

... AND THANK YOU for all the calls, cards and presents.

Love Juliane

Friday, April 14, 2006

Everyone needs a hero

Its been awhile, I know. The reason for the abstinence is that I am in a phase of deep confusion about my future. Even as imminent as tomorrow.

Today is Good Friday and I decided to not do anything but observe a day of absolute non-thinking. I watched a movie my mom gave me last week when I visited her in Germany. The movie is called "statskij sovetnik" and its a Russian new classic. One author has been emerging as an absolute best-selling-hero-creating author and I love him. His name is Boris Akunin and he writes fictional novels about Erast Fandorin. Erast is what I consider the new Russian hero. Even a country that has a mandate to forget the last 70-75 years of its life because these years are commonly considered a mistake needs a hero. Now, this hero cannot be a hero from the future or the recent past. He has to be a hero from an era before the country took a wrong term. Well, meet Erast Fandorin. Erast is blue blooded well educated council on foreign affairs. There are half a dozen books written about his adventures. He solves impossible crimes with gentlemen-like elegance without destroying his hair and makes a Russian feel great about his heritage (well if you can erase the 70 years of Soviet time from your mind)

Nevertheless, rumor is that Elijah Wood will be playing handsome and young Fandorin and Paul Verhoeven will be directing the play "Azazel". Should be fun.